Loner

Posted by Itgel.A at 1/31/2011


I do Not want to speak with anyone for a month , or a year
If I do that , Not only I stop talking

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I`m down

Posted by Itgel.A at 1/19/2011
Triple water spouts


Throughout a whole one year ,, I’ve never shed a single tear ..
But today , I somehow cried .. hehh ,

In my head one was screaming `Shut up ! Stop it ! How embarrassing !`

It felt pathetic , but I could ‘not’ stop
so, I went to the place, that nobody would ever hear me
And i Shouted ..

I shouted as loud as I can ,
aaAAAaaaAAAAAaAAAAAAA !!!


I wished for a lightning to strike me on head,
right over there



[sigh,,]


genet uchir shaltgaangui uilj muilaad ,, yagad bgaga medhe baila

Oi , you ..

Posted by Itgel.A at 1/14/2011



Why do you have to be so cool ?

Why do [you] have to be so pretty?

Hey , you there !


Why do [you] have to be so smart ?

Why do you have to be so frigging awesome ?

Why do you have to be so tall ?

Why do you have to be so different for?

Oi, you !


How could you be so beautiful ?

How could [you] be so talented ?


How could [you] be so strange & mysterious ?

How could you be so bad-ass ?

How did you do that ?


Jeez ,,When will I ever get to compete with [you] people ?,,
screw me ..

(jealousy plus diffidence & reverie)